I'm Mad I Can't Be Friends With Bros.

So, I have a problem to sift to the surface of life. Like a real issue I have. This is the second time it’s happened while I have attended this school as well.

Guys will not be my friend if I tell them I have boyfriend because that means they can’t fuck me. Now, where did I get this crazy notion? I’m not a man-hater, in fact I’m a man-fan. Though, I do prefer to draw women…

Anyway- that’s off topic. The issue is that twice while I have attended Pitt State I have had two potential male friends. This is a big deal because I have like two close friends (three including my boyfriend). Each time I got really excited to have a new, possible buddy. And each time it’s just ended because I tell them I have a boyfriend.

And the issue is that I have a boyfriend. So, exhibit A: TJ was a kid I met in my managerial accounting class. He was a nice guy, not very smart with paying attention and coming to class, but a nice person. While talking with him the first time he asked for my number. I told him it was only to be used to school purposes, like homework help and such, and not to get any ideas since I do have a boyfriend. He wasn’t too keen on the second part. He did keep talking to me, but when I told him he needed to pay attention and come to class more he stopped talking to me. Even started trying to sit far away from me (we had assigned seating- so just imagine that). I grew to dislike the kid because of this attitude, so this falling out didn’t really affect me that much.

Then this semester happened.

I have business statistics class I take every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at 10 AM. The class isn’t bad so far because the professor is very enthusiastic. She really makes it fun to attend, though it’s only the second week.

Anyway, this guy sat next me the first day. His name was Nicholas. He was little douchey, but hey. It seems to be her personality, so whatevs. Now, he was really needy. The entire class he was asking things about me, and this would have been fine IF WE WERE NOT IN CLASS. The professor is trying to tell us things, and I have this guy trying to see if I will go drinking with him. He asked for my number, which I provided. I didn’t use any stipulations this time because I felt this was my downfall last semester.

Turns out we had to next class together as well. He kept texting me during that class because he knew he couldn’t talk. But, I didn’t have my phone out and he kept saying “did you get my text?” Omigosh. I was getting so annoyed, but I tried not to show it. I was getting worried he thought I was interested, so I was able to work in that I have a boyfriend during a later conversation. Then the texting pretty much stopped. He said three more things, and then it was done. Like fuck, dude.

Now, it’s not like I’m super sad I don’t get a new friend. I’m upset, pissed even, that I lost a potential friend because I am not sexually achievable. And he legit is not sitting near me any longer. And isn’t talking to me either.

These two stories bring me to my main, which I have already emphasized, is why can’t have male friends who don’t want to sex me? I know every guy can’t be like this. I know because I have male friends who are still my friends, before and while I’ve had my boyfriend. It’s obviously a new development.

I guess I feel angry about the whole situation, and that’s really all. I’m out.